Have Been listening to some very good songs - nice & romantic since the morning. Everyone was asking me - Nidhi what has happened to you - is there something special today or is that something new has happened in your life.
I had no answer - I was just smiling - noone knows what is going inside me..I was just trying to make my self feel happy and assuming that someone is singing those songs for me.
I had no answer - I was just smiling - noone knows what is going inside me..I was just trying to make my self feel happy and assuming that someone is singing those songs for me.
For some time I was feeling good and special... I was just smiling to myself as if everything was a reality and I was assuming that you know he will give me a surprise as soon as i step out from the office.. Whole day waiting for that 1 call with those magical words which makes u take life so easy.
Then i started feeling alone a little more lonely and then aloofed. I don't know why that was happening to me.. And then i closed all songs and came back to reality.. The real life.. As i am going home i am feeling bad and alone.. I was searching who could i talk to.. Who would be that someone who may have some time to share my loneliness by just talking to me for a while. You know what i searched and there were none. Probably this is what life gives you.. No1 to share but i wonder why me or some more people like me.. Its bad its the worst feeling ny1 could feel.
It was a hoax some1 dis message but i think dont want to talk.. So i am back to you again.
Its been a long time since i last came to you or wrote to you.. But i know you will understand.
The day has almost passed.. And since i am too sleepy the night will pass too.. Let's see what happens tomorrow.. Probably another day of a different mood swing.. I may be in.. But a fake smile is always on.. So that no1s comes to know a out me
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